So this morning got up way to early, went to Starbucks, had a great conversation with a new friend. Forgot to order my coffee since he was already there and I just went straight to the table, but other than that it was great.
Came home, crawled in bed with the girls and slept until 10 it was fantastic! Got up and got ready to go outside, well while I was getting dressed in my cold weather gear, which is quite hilarious btw, I noticed Bob Ross was on. I don't know how he does it, but he just sucks you in. I was so fascinated. I have to know how to do this. He painted a picture very similar to the one above. It was amazing watching him do it. It looked so simple!
Ok so back to me, my life is just as complicated as ever, I really wish I could figure out what I want. Well ok it's not a matter of what I want I know that, but I just don't know what to do. Do you go with the situation that is in front of you? One that hasn't been there in awhile and you really want to go with, or do you continue to wait and be miserable? Why can't we all just live in the valley of that mountain right beside the stream and be happy with life? Why can't we all just sit and watch the happy trees?
i love bob ross! patrick and i used to watch him and take naps...
ReplyDeletesorry things are complicated--i would probably go with the situation in front of you--at least give it a shot right? sometimes risk is necessary.
I agree that sometimes risk is necessary... BUT... this certain situation (if you're talking about this morning's coffee) isn't going to go anywhere. And you know this going into it. If you're truly looking for something worth your time, I'm not sure this is it. We talked about the fun, carefree moment you're in and how refreshing it is. But that's all going to change in a few months. So you can have fun now and hope your heart doesn't get too involved or you can just be friends until that's over. Unless you plan on doing the long distance thing. But it's up to you how you deal with it. I can be optimistic about this if you want. But right now I'm being real about it. I love you dearly. I like this post, btw.
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