Welcome to my world

Hi I am Crystal. The mother of 2 little girls. They make me crazy. I try my hardest to be a wonderful, caring, fun mom, but most of the time I feel like I am on a downward spiral (I have a feeling if you ask them they would tell you I am the best mom in the world).  I am hoping that 2011 is going to be my year. I turn 30 this year, dirty thirty as someone keeps reminding me. My goals for this year, lose weight (a ton), run a 5k, take my kids to Walt Disney world, successfully figure out how in the world to save some money, and most importantly no longer be unhappily single, oh yeah and be a good mom.

So here we go about me, I am a free spirit, a gypsy even some might say, I enjoy moving around. I march to the beat of my own drum, and you can bet that drum is always playing a good beat. I have a hard time letting people no when I am feeling blue, which is alot more frequently than people think. Most of the time I could always use a good hug, which is either going to a.( make me smile or b.( make me cry, both of which will be a good thing. I love earrings, and necklaces, but not the real kind. I love skirts and dresses, and really wish I had the legs to pull the look off. I am a recently reformed nail biter and smoker, very hard habits to quit at the same time but somehow managed to pull them off. I am a lot more traditional than most people give me credit for, I want a picket fence, 2.5 kids, and a giant dog playing in the yard. I also want a barn with lots of other animals, and a rose garden, but also a wildflower garden. I love music, it clenses the soul. My music choices are as random as I am. I love my family. I have the greatest family in the world. Secretly I hope someone follows this and secretly I hope they don't. I have the greatest kids in the whole wide world. I wouldn't trade them for anything. I am sure you will learn to love them and all their quirks as much as I do. I am messy, I love puzzles, and most of all I just want to be loved, for me, I want someone to hold my hand, and kiss me goodbye, and tell me I am beautiful, even when I am in the middle of a meltdown. I want someone to know when to smother me and when to give me my space. So here we go, I hope you all enjoy my wild and crazy, sometimes fun and magical, wonderful life.