What if I had finished college? What if I would have married Jimmy? What if I had stayed in Albuquerque? What if I hadn't moved to Kentucky? What if I hadn't burned a bridge with my parents? What if I hadn't had to live in my car? What if I didn't spend alot of time doing things I shouldn't? What if I hadn't gotten married to someone I knew I shouldn't? I wouldn't be the person I am now, I wouldn't have found myself, and I wouldn't have all the wonderful things, and all the wonderful memories. My life is far from perfect, but it is mine. I have 2 beautiful girls that love me, I have a job that I love, and a family that still puts up with me despite my mistakes. I know there are things I can go back and change, and hopefully someday I will, but for now I am happy (well except for the still being single part). One day that too will change, as the song goes Someday My Prince Will Come.
Well I'm glad you came to KY. I knew we would be close before you moved here and we became close. When I sent you that package to Albequerque... I knew we had something special in the works. And I'm glad we decided to take you in from your car. That helped "us" become "us"... And I wish you had listened to me complain about you and your ex-husband. LOL... you might not have had to experience that. BUT... even so... I love you dearly. And we cannot go on wondering what if forever. So one day you won't wonder anymore... and you'll just be happy. I can't wait for that day to come. Love you!! And like I said to begin with... I'm glad you came to Kentucky.
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