Jealousy

I am not a huge fan of Mothers Day. Wait that is not true, I am grateful on this day that I am a mother of two absolutely wonderful, beautiful little girls. I am so proud that I got chosen to raise these blessings. I hope that I always show them the love and compassion that I never got as a child, or even now as an adult. I hope they never feel that I don't think they are good enough or pretty enough or that if they do one little thing wrong that I love them anyless. I will never lock them out or tell them they are stupid. I will never judge them if they have a few more pounds than what I think they should have. I will give them proper freedom and not keep them from having sleep overs. I will not let them be the kids that no one wants to stay with because their mom is so mean and yells all the time. I will not call them names and will not discourage them in whatever adventure they want to partake. On this Mothers Day I have one wish and that is to NOT be like my mother. I am so jealous of everyones post about how wonderful and kind their mothers are, I hate that when everyone else was putting up pics of their moms for Mothers day I feel left out because I don't feel that way about my mom. I wish I had that kind if mom and I pray and hope that my kids look at me as one of those truly exceptional moms that they can consider their best friend. I love you My Maddy Brooke and Magaily Alice, I promise to you on this day to always love you unconditionally.